Wednesday, March 21, 2007
3/21/2007 02:55:00 PM ● school today

today school was ordinary. still not used to being alone during chinese class. ugh. chinese teacher said she ca't do anything abt it. evil.
and she said this to me in the coridoor (roughly translated by me):
me: so can change my class anot?
her: i think cannot. but you must study hard hor.
me: i don't want to study hard
her: huh? cannot! must study hard!
me (as i walk away): nope, i don't want to!
i'm a straight forward person. and then jolene, and siew bin and tesselyn (they're in the 2nd class) were like telling me how straight forward i was. i'm like that.
actually i wanted to say this, but i don't know how to say in chinese.
"i don't really care anout chinese anymore. at first i just disliked it. now i hate it. can't you just put me in the 4th class?! i don't want to go to a better class, i just want to have some of my classmates in my class, and the fourth class is good. how can teachers be so insensitive? i'm alone ok. ALONE! anyway, you know what i do in class when i'm alone? i sleep. i need a friend to keep me awake. i sleep, i don't learn anything at all. i talk to my friend a little, at least i still listen to the teacher."
it would take me like forever to translate it.
so, i slept like throughout the class. i woke up 4 times. 1st, when she turned on the radio to listen to the stuff in the text be read out. i kinda got a shock. 2nd time was when i heard her footsteps. so i woke myself up. she asked me to answer a question. i just said ' i dunno'. 3rd time, she walked in-front of me to ask if i finished learning that chapter already. i did. the 4th time was when the bell rang. then i went back to 2e. i felt a little dazed. like i just woke up. i did what.
and since i was really bored i read 2g's class motivational statement. a pessimist finds difficulty from opportunity, a optimist finds opportunity from difficulty. something like that la. so i could be pessimistic and be sad.
but i'm optimistic , so i thought, hey, i'll take it as an opportunity to catch up on my sleep. :)

xxxxxx

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