Tuesday, August 21, 2007
8/21/2007 08:03:00 PM ● piano exam

piano exam today. bad. bad. bad. it was horrible. i could not even play a major scale properly for goodness sake! pieces turned into a horrible mess, sight reading- don't even ask. i think scales were the worst though. i forgot which was which and what was what. and my fingers were like frostbitten.
i still think it was better then chinese oral yesterday though. wha, that one ah, even the teacher said in chinese, "you like that cannot make it one leh." and i was like, "uh..." *smiles* i was sick ok! i like sneezed 4 times in between reading. and i didn't know like a million words. conversation was hardly even a conversation. it was a monologue. i didn't know what to say! oh well, it's over now.
and on monday, i got a cardiac arrest. thanks to someone, who sent me into a state of shock. what i always thought was a joke, wasen't. what i thought was just for fun, was reality. it was like SHOCKING. i totally didn't see that coming. oh man. but i kinda learnt something out of that.it is possible to love the un-loveable. but i still don't know what will become of it. ack!

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )