5/28/2009 09:25:00 PM ● everything's happening too fast
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For the first time in a long time, I'm dreading the weekend. Eventhough it's a long one.
Sidetrack: Mr. Law won't give me my report slip cause I didn't bring that stupid holiday study plan thing. Like I'll even keep to it if i even did it. So I won't be going to school tomorrow either. I don't want it to seem like I don't care (which i don't btw) but I really don't see the point.
Firstly, because CHINESE Os ARE ON MONDAY. And I'm so not prepared. Everything's happening way too fast, and I'm being left behind.
Secondly, I'm still greiving over the fact that I won't be going to the F.T Island concert, and that they'll be selling tix this saturday @ IMM. Utterly depressed. The only way I'm going is if some miracle happens la. Acutally, come to think of it, I'd be way pleased if I just happened to see them somewhere or something. (It doesn't help that I'm listening to one of their songs now)
넌 나쁜 여자야 넌 나쁜 여자야 nuhn na·bbeun yuh·ja·ya~ nuhn na·bbeun yuh·jah·ya~ You’re a bad woman, you’re a bad woman 남자의 가슴에 남자의 두 눈에 nam·ja·eh ga·seum·eh nam·ja·eh doo noon·eh In a man’s heart, in a man’s two eyes 눈물나게 하는 거니 noon·mool·nah·ge ha·neun guh·ni Are you causing tears to form? 넌 나쁜 여자야 넌 나쁜 여자야 nuhn na·bbeun yuh·ja·ya~ nuhn na·bbeun yuh·ja·ya~ You’re a bad woman, you’re a bad woman 널 사랑했는데 너 밖에 없는데 nuhl sa·rang·haet·neun·de nuh bah·gge ubt·neun·de I loved you, I have nothing but you 결국 나를 떠나가는 넌 나쁜 여자야 gyul·gook na·reul dduh·na·ga·neun nuhn na·bbeun yuh·ja·ya Leaving me at the end, you’re a bad woman
So anyway, still totally upset over it... :(
Lastly, the GB blog project thingy. videos are so large it's impossible to upload. Ohmann. I'm just si bugged about everything. HAHA. And i still need to do the conclusion thing! Busy.Busy.Busy.
AND FINALLY, CHINESE Os ARE ON MONDAY. Oh wait, i said that already. So I really should be doing some chinese papers now mann. REALLY.
I'm staying up all night again (: Maybe not all night, but yea. It'll kill my inner clock, but whatever. I'll adjust back by sunday.
Dear God,
It's been a while since I did this, but i hope you don't feel that I'm treating you like a vending-machine. I really need a miracle! Haha, you should know about it by now. C-H-I-N-E-S-E Os! Miracle in need! Of course I'll do my best as well. Give me strength for that, and that I can read faster! (and understand what I'm reading). And that I'll have many ideas for compo and my vocab will suddenly expand. (haha)
I know the F.T Island concert is too much to ask for, (so is seeing them along the streets or smth) but it'll be really nice if... Oh well, it's not that important. But, but... It's okay, you're more important, and I know there are many more important things than day dreaming about people I don't even know, and never will. But if there's a SS501 concert I really really want to go can? PLEASE? Another miracle would be great. Hopefully it'll be like in my dream*.
Hope to hear from you soon!
Love,
Courtney
*Dream: Like a few weeks ago, I dreamt that I went for some Double S concert. Seriously. I was with Yonglin, but we were like much older though, around 20? And it was at Marina Bay Floating Platform (like WHAT?!) The first song they sang was 'Fighter' from their first album. Really old song. Haha. THEN, MY DAD WOKE ME UP. I could have died mann! Anyway, Kyu looked super hot, Hyunjoong looked really tired and I didn't notice the rest. WHERE'S MY JUNGMIN MANN?? He was there, but somehow I had not like seen him properly before my dream ended ever so abruptly.
Call me crazy
Chinese papers here I come.
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ESP. ♥JUNGMIN and ♥KYUJONG (No, kyujong is NOT the dog. The dog is dangee)
Sadly, I can't find a picture of KYU and dangee :(
5/28/2009 09:25:00 PM ● everything's happening too fast
공황
For the first time in a long time, I'm dreading the weekend. Eventhough it's a long one.
Sidetrack: Mr. Law won't give me my report slip cause I didn't bring that stupid holiday study plan thing. Like I'll even keep to it if i even did it. So I won't be going to school tomorrow either. I don't want it to seem like I don't care (which i don't btw) but I really don't see the point.
Firstly, because CHINESE Os ARE ON MONDAY. And I'm so not prepared. Everything's happening way too fast, and I'm being left behind.
Secondly, I'm still greiving over the fact that I won't be going to the F.T Island concert, and that they'll be selling tix this saturday @ IMM. Utterly depressed. The only way I'm going is if some miracle happens la. Acutally, come to think of it, I'd be way pleased if I just happened to see them somewhere or something. (It doesn't help that I'm listening to one of their songs now)
넌 나쁜 여자야 넌 나쁜 여자야 nuhn na·bbeun yuh·ja·ya~ nuhn na·bbeun yuh·jah·ya~ You’re a bad woman, you’re a bad woman 남자의 가슴에 남자의 두 눈에 nam·ja·eh ga·seum·eh nam·ja·eh doo noon·eh In a man’s heart, in a man’s two eyes 눈물나게 하는 거니 noon·mool·nah·ge ha·neun guh·ni Are you causing tears to form? 넌 나쁜 여자야 넌 나쁜 여자야 nuhn na·bbeun yuh·ja·ya~ nuhn na·bbeun yuh·ja·ya~ You’re a bad woman, you’re a bad woman 널 사랑했는데 너 밖에 없는데 nuhl sa·rang·haet·neun·de nuh bah·gge ubt·neun·de I loved you, I have nothing but you 결국 나를 떠나가는 넌 나쁜 여자야 gyul·gook na·reul dduh·na·ga·neun nuhn na·bbeun yuh·ja·ya Leaving me at the end, you’re a bad woman
So anyway, still totally upset over it... :(
Lastly, the GB blog project thingy. videos are so large it's impossible to upload. Ohmann. I'm just si bugged about everything. HAHA. And i still need to do the conclusion thing! Busy.Busy.Busy.
AND FINALLY, CHINESE Os ARE ON MONDAY. Oh wait, i said that already. So I really should be doing some chinese papers now mann. REALLY.
I'm staying up all night again (: Maybe not all night, but yea. It'll kill my inner clock, but whatever. I'll adjust back by sunday.
Dear God,
It's been a while since I did this, but i hope you don't feel that I'm treating you like a vending-machine. I really need a miracle! Haha, you should know about it by now. C-H-I-N-E-S-E Os! Miracle in need! Of course I'll do my best as well. Give me strength for that, and that I can read faster! (and understand what I'm reading). And that I'll have many ideas for compo and my vocab will suddenly expand. (haha)
I know the F.T Island concert is too much to ask for, (so is seeing them along the streets or smth) but it'll be really nice if... Oh well, it's not that important. But, but... It's okay, you're more important, and I know there are many more important things than day dreaming about people I don't even know, and never will. But if there's a SS501 concert I really really want to go can? PLEASE? Another miracle would be great. Hopefully it'll be like in my dream*.
Hope to hear from you soon!
Love,
Courtney
*Dream: Like a few weeks ago, I dreamt that I went for some Double S concert. Seriously. I was with Yonglin, but we were like much older though, around 20? And it was at Marina Bay Floating Platform (like WHAT?!) The first song they sang was 'Fighter' from their first album. Really old song. Haha. THEN, MY DAD WOKE ME UP. I could have died mann! Anyway, Kyu looked super hot, Hyunjoong looked really tired and I didn't notice the rest. WHERE'S MY JUNGMIN MANN?? He was there, but somehow I had not like seen him properly before my dream ended ever so abruptly.
